Lose Faith In Myself
Recently, I’m pretty down. Depression; yes exactly. I’m thinking about others too much. Yes, I wish I’m superman. Deep in my heart, I want to quit my job and run somewhere. Start whole thing from the beginning. But without me I know my family will goes paralyze. I can’t run from helping them to solve their problems but, until when? I’ve tried my best to control family budget but its getting hard when too much of credits than debits. How to stop the debt when there is no ending. I’ve told mom to trust me, do like what I said. It ends up sour face on her. This really annoys me. Feel like I’m a loser. I know I’ve brain and I can do better — be a better person. I should own a business, but when? I wish I’m stronger than now — stand on my feet and roar like a tiger to show that I’m strong enough and there is no fear in me.
Right now, I lose faith in myself.
